I have this thought in my mind for a long long time! am I live or alive ( I hope you know the difference between Live and alive) it is some thing like
I eat to live not live to eat
which category do you belong to?are you having a satisfied life? are you cheating yourself daily?do you ever think about others?did you ever felt like quitting everything and running away?seeing no meaning and clarity in life you are living?
why these things bother you,root cause ?simple you don't follow your dreams you live life who you think you are,not who you are?and you have the most heinous of habits in you not smoking or drinking or worse these are much better habits.
!!Fear and Lack of confidence!!you cannot and will not ever do any thing because of these two things.think for a moment ,it is easy to fill dots backwards,all those blanks in life are caused by these two!fill them and you will understand what fear and lack of confidence done to your life?
nothing makes you more idiotic than running away from your dreams,thinking small is sin , no dream is too big and no effort is too small we all make our impact in life if and only if we make some attempt to make a impact,a change.
what sucks is every one thinks every one can think like they do,ever observed a so called intelligent student explaining a mathematical problem to a so called dull/dumb student.intelligent student thinks what a dumb ass cant get this simple problem figured out and dull one thinks how the fu.ck can he do it so easily and what really happens is every one thinks from his own view.
intelligent student expects other student to think as sharp as he thinks,like finger prints no two persons is world can see the world like the other sees,there will be some differences.it may be temporarily possible but permanently it is not possible.
living as if you are a machine ,not thinking any thing at all and years pass by like this, really all these earthly pleasures making you slave are good for now.but after missing every thing that is really worth in life you will start regretting.
your attitudes,egos,dominations,thinking as if you are only person who always do thing right,moods,madness's,finding faults with others and all doesn't matter at all,life is much more beautiful and simple,I Know Every thing is the worst think that can ever happen to you in life,stay away from that .
earning a lot of money is not the greatest of things,living with yourself for ever ,vibrant and above all living life in your terms,following your dreams is the best thing you can ever do.